I've never been so alone, I've never been so alive

Hello, I'm Loren. I'm a student at Lee University. I wonder where my life will take me, and who will still be around when I get there.

The self-hatred I’ve been dealing with lately is crippling. I thought I was getting better. I’m so alone. I don’t want to be here. I want to go somewhere far away. Start over, start to love myself. I’m tired of the same old faces. I’m tired of seeing the same face in the mirror.

I’m suffocating here.